happy birthday matthew i feel like you are holding the sun in your hands and shinning it down on me here in london town still cant believe your gone got to keep myself busy today and avoid certain songs! death has no respect takes a body to a place that they cant send or receive a text! miss you my baby miss you my lil strawberry bon bon... waiting for the day we2R1 my honey bun i love you more than you'll ever know so! ive got to be strong got to carry on let you live in my heart i cant cry every day and upset the apple cart! as i sigh real deep and avoid the creeps as i whisper your name blink back tears as i look into my candles flame all i know is i love you more than you'll ever know