we would play games.. he endulged my love of katie price lol. id call him pete and he would call me kate lol. i remember we were shopping in tesco when the texts started comming through to both our phones. it had been posted on face book that kate and pete had split up and our friends wanted to know what had happend..this time between me and matt loooool. he got all seriouse on me then and said we wernt playing them anymore as he deemed it bad luck. that was fine coz he was already smiling and flexing his mucles playing gaz from two pints of larger and a packet of crisps and i was victoria beckham lol and beyounce. i loved it when he would smile at me and call me lou lou bradley.
he was spontanious.. i remember having pic nics in victoria gardens with him. him feeding me melting snow balls in the hot july sun..i dont even like them yukky chocolate balls of marshmellow covered in coconut they make me cringe..but we ate the whole packet because he said they were good for me hahaha..we would go for walks in the woods and he would make me laugh... when me and matt were good it was truely good.he would bring me armfuls litrally of beautiful wild flowers and my friend warned him that he would have the forestry comission after him for picking them. didnt stop him. i remember meeting his darling daughter katie, oh she is so like him. she chased me around and put frozen mice down the back of my dress that matt had bought for his yuk pet snake. me and katie laughed till we both got told off.. we danced to the radio and he just smiled at us... i had such a lovely hug from her a cpl of weeks ago. it nearly killed me not to cry infront of her....it just still feels like im in a dream scape with him gone... i love him, he loved me. and i hate not having no one to argue over who ate the most strawberry trifle..the little things that hes no longer here to do leave me so emty inside. the dreams i have of him make me feel crazy because he is so alive and i cant believe hes not here but he lives on in my mind and my heart and definatly in my dreams. i keep forgetting and going to text him when i see somthing funny/